Looking at Nan Goldins early work, you can see how the death of her sister after she committed suicide at the age of only 18 had a huge impact on the rest of her life. The feeling of loss and longing is very palpable as is the sense that this fragile woman just wanted to be part of something and loved. She filled this void in her life, in some way, by being introduced to the gay and lesbian scene by a friend. Goldin soon became a firm friend of the drag queens in New York City during the early 70’s and documented her time with them. During that time in N.Y. being with, as she says, ‘the most creative and free of souls’ drew her into a life of clubbing and drugs. One series of her work deals with sex and the immediate relationship people have after sex. The picture below shows Nan with her then boyfriend, Brian, after having sex. You can see how see is staring at him and he is utterly disconnected with her whilst smoking a cigarette. Nan’s relationship of 4 years with Brian ended after he beat her up. Her way of dealing with all these things that life can throw at us was to pick up the camera and document it.
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Z3sihEuiEk
- http://www.artnet.com/Magazine/features/fineman/fineman12-12-96.asp